I’m so disgusted to hear that something like this can even be allowed to happen. :(I know! Its baffling. people have no respect.
they say grief gets easier. it does.
what they dont warn you about is the feeling after.
the sudden bouts of frustration that make you want to punch a wall.
where you just want them back and clench your fists and inside youre screaming: ‘ARGH. JUST LET ME HAVE THEM BACK I AM SO DONE WITH THIS’.
that horrible frustration where you want something changed but it can never be done.
just give me him back. i cant be bothered with this anymore. i am getting so tired of this. its draining. ITS BEEN FOUR FUCKING YEARS.
